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odd observations
I have never cried so much before in my life. I hate this lack of control over my emotions (where is T'Leo the Vulcan alter-ego when you need her?). However I have learned some odd things:

1. Clinique waterproof mascara has its limits.
(I put my normal makeup on Saturday morning, but by Saturday night, not even a trace of mascara was left. Same thing happened by rehearsal Monday evening. Usually the mascara stays on even through a sad movie or a swim or shower!)

2. Too much crying gunks up contact lenses with so many protein deposits you cannot see at all.

3. You get really thirsty.

Thanks so much for the nice comments. The stupidest I'm feeling now is that I keep bursting into tears when everyone is being so supportive and nice...I just don't get why I keep doing that! Ah well...

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My friend Suzanne and I were talking about this situation while pondering our own lack of relationship status. We came to the realization that were we in your situation, he probably would not have made it on his return flight without medical assistance, assuming he was able to prevent his passport from being completely damaged in the fire. I suppose it's a good thing we're single.


Well, I couldn't imagine hurting him, even though a lot of friends are offering to beat him up for me! It would be much easier if I could just hate him, but I can't. I still think he's a wonderful & special person who I think is still perfect for me...except for the problem that he doesn't feel the same. I really think he was hoping he would feel more by the time he left, but since it didn't happen that way for him, at least he didn't chicken out and only tell me via text or email later.

Well, you should consider that we are all talk. However, we don't buy the notion that he was hoping to "feel more" by the end of the week. Yes, there are challenges to a long distance relationship, but he really screwed up on this one. He's not perfect for you. The perfect person for you doesn't pull this bull.

I could write out my lengthy theory on this one, but that would take a while. ;-)

thanks for the hug though! :)

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